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that Little Girl
05.26.05 (6:32 pm)   [edit]

i dont know if she reads this but since i started reading her new blog and seeing the pics she has on it ...i just start wishing and i am not even in town with her ... and sure passed up the opportunity before but see she isnt really my type so why am i thinking this ... who knows but those little nips get me goin. it aint right ...

 
PLUMBAGOS
05.24.05 (8:44 pm)   [edit]

 


The other day I was driving to my class at Techskills in the south of Denver near the DTC (Denver Technical Center) when I happened across a sign in front of a shopping center that said Plumbago’s flowers and gifts now to me that sounds like a fancy New York restaurant that has all frou-frou food like as I call it fried squirrel with rabbit tails and romaine lettuce.  You know NOT New York strip.  So I started imitating some uppity fancy guy saying lets go to Plumbago’s for dinner with an accent all Plumbaago’s accenting the As cuz it sounds all crazy it was funny then I did a search about the word and it really is a purple flower so that is great cuz a flower shop named their selves after a purple flower seems right but really it sounds like it should be a restaurant… dang it …


So then I was relaying this story to my friend Kim (must update list of people and characters out here).  About my idea that it should be a restaurant … and I said I will name it Plumbago’s “cuz it should be a restaurant dang it” and I could have that saying underneath it on the sign … and inside I could have a picture of the flower shop and give the history I mean you could name a restaurant after a flower if you want right … or a flower shop. 

 
long ass time
05.17.05 (2:06 pm)   [edit]
so um i haven't written in way too long .. how you all be ... i am chillen in Denver hanging out not really doing anything ... but i just thought i would let you know ... i work of course delivering construction materials, i go to church cuz God said "No More of this!!" i had to listen it would have been detrimental ... so i am also pretty involved there its fun ... sorry sorry no women but i am looking ... there is just a scarce selection of titty ... so it is rough ... but i am surviving... ya'll have fun
 
05.17.04 (1:26 am)   [edit]
sorry ladies reading this but this is for all the guys out there ...
Warning
ladies dont read if you have a tender stomach

hmmmm very deep breath* ... now i will tell you a story of the greatest clothed flesh i have ever seen on a woman or high school chick ... this supersedes all other flesh ... sorry to all and amanda if you would have bought the skirt you might have competed... but here we go ... tonnight as i was leaving the theater from seeing troy my buddy and i were walking up the escalator behind the most gorgeous, delectible pair of legs i have ever seen ... you know i am not a legs man but you see they led up to the most perfect ass in the world ... she was wearing some black flip-flops, a short pleated black skirt (remind you VERY short), a white shirt and black jacket of sorts ... she had brown hair gorgeous brunette ... sadly i only got a good look at her back side but later i snuck a look at the front and it was nice too ... any way back to the story...as i walked to the escalator i realized the beauty before me and reconized the problems as well so as we ascended the escalator she did too and held the hem of her skirt withh good reason because it was only just short enough to cover the bottom of the the cracks and folds of her milk and honey sweet skinned ass... perfectly tanned not to light or dark, absolutely wonderful and a bit fuller than usual Hotness i loved it lovingly bubbled properly and everything ... for all understanding it was awesome. i have never in my life seen anything that gorgeous beautiful ... shoot i better stop cuz i will run out of words. any way ... it will be the ass to remember ... you know when i am like 90 i'll be telling this story and the other guys just laughing ... 'you never saw that you dumb shit' ... it will be funny but ... i saw it damn it ... oh my gosh ... it was great ...
 
smiley face conotations
04.13.04 (10:47 pm)   [edit]
Have you ever noticed in your IM conversations that as we use different smileys. Everybody takes a different meaning to them. I have, you see, every time I see the winking one I think a sexual connotation behind it, even though frequently it is not. Depending on the person, you are IMing. Well I have noticed this occurrence in my IMing.
At the same time others like the kissy face is different meanings to everyone ... and I personally havent figured out what that means ... to some it is one thing and others something more general ... somebody explain the usage for that one why is it there...
 
still around and stuff
04.13.04 (8:47 pm)   [edit]
hey guys i am still around and stuff just nothing really is happening so i am hanging out.
i am recording the Band of brothers on the history channel good shit ... and
i was sick as hell this weekend but all good
tonight saw Kill Bill vol. I it rocked
lots o' fun as it is said "that'll make your dick hard"
so i guess that is it have fun
 
my damn privacy
03.30.04 (12:25 pm)   [edit]
what is the deal with girls not wanting me to talk about my business what is the deal ... it is my business i can tell who ever the fuck i want who cares if it just so happens to involve them what is the deal ... somebody please tell me ... :evil:
 
no more pleasing
03.29.04 (5:47 pm)   [edit]
so i dont have to worry anymore about pleasing my ex girlfriend cuz she is my EX ... so great
 
your issues and attention
03.20.04 (8:28 pm)   [edit]
i was watching a movie you wnted me to watch so that i would like it so i was eager to watch you movie why did you distract me the last time we watched this movie i made a huge fit about how you wanted me to watch it then started making all kinds of nose and i could so i shut it off now you make noise again and get pissed at me you knew or should have that i get pissed off about that ... especially since it is your thing ... you're a chick you guys do that and expect us to do it for you ... oh hell no
i try so hard for you i just cant please you any more i just cant you are too hard to please
 
sexiest words i have ever heard
02.29.04 (11:32 am)   [edit]
so as of now the sexiest words i have ever heard are:

Fuck me Zach... ... I'm serious i want you to fuck me!
 
prgression of nippage
02.28.04 (9:51 am)   [edit]
as i was sitting last night watching a movie with friends i was noticing a friend of mine getting a massage from her boyfriend as he worked her shoulders her nipples progressed to get harder and more pronounced it iw nice watching the nippage form from nothing to full out excitement. someone should remind her to where padded bras... wait no
 
frustration sucks
02.24.04 (7:26 pm)   [edit]
well it is either throw the pillow at you, jump on you and tickle you or sit here with crazed self-control i mean i am completely fiesty or antsy and want to have funny and or crazy playtime ... even though i cant touch you... this sucks because i really wanna truely "do stuff" with you but i cant so that sucks .... and all because I have a girlfriend ... yeah ...
 
remember that starting and finishing thing ... yeah
02.23.04 (8:05 pm)   [edit]
so tonight i get this ..."you wanna put away this studying and just cuddle" i was like hell yes meet you at my place in a few so it is all good till i get a call ummm yeah so i was thinking if i am going to be unproductive i should do something i can turn in ... i was like we can turn in this... ok maybe not but you cant leave me haniging ... she did anyway ... but i bugged her about it all fuckin night ... so this is my thought on this ... if you dont plan on doing anything tonight .... dont turn a guy on cuz we dont turn off i know you ladies can find anything to act like ice water for you but us no not a chance ok me anyway... well see i understand after no shower and a ton of photo chemicals you may feel nasty but for cryin outloud if it is just some measly homework ... as josh groban or john mayer and cheech in from dusk till dawn say ... FUCK IT... ...

so random thought just know and occurance...
*DISCLAIMER*... if you have a weak stomach or just find TMI to be stupid and want like it ... stop reading ...
i got home tonight and was tired of wearing pants ... as usual but as i was standing in my kitchen doing some writing on the counter i started walking around and i needed a place for my pen so i looked down ... holy shit i have a fly in these underpants so guess what became a new pocket of sorts...lol yeah that was funny shit i was like i am going to write that down.... so here it is ... as i heard the other day ..
Rock out with Your Cock out. or hang out with your wang out... so on those nice notes have a good one see you in a few :wink:
 
newest development and other random stuff
01.31.04 (11:20 pm)   [edit]
so it is like this i now have a girlfriend, yes stacey and i are officially together as of like friday at noon... so it is very cool and we are happy i think i should make this longer but cant think of anything else to say so maybe stacey will write something too
Ok so there should be a ranking of dont start something you cant finish things cuz you know sometimes somebody does something so cute you just wanna kiss em or something but sometimes it is more and then if you dont have time you cant finish it and that is never good so there should a ranking where it is mandatory to finish that thing if you start it but like little things one shouldnt worry about but at the same time somethings need to be finished.
well here are some random tidbits ... have fun
 
what is my deal
01.21.04 (1:42 pm)   [edit]
ok so i am in a predicament what am i to say ... i i am talking to natalie and miss her so much but now i am dating/talking to stacey and we are kissing and holding hands now... but i found out now that stacey has too small lips ... should i stick it out to find out if her kissing gets better .. or just say you know what you dont kiss well so it is off but i like most of other things about her ... ok i like a few things about her .. so what should i do ... i will keep thinking about it
 
wierd emotions
01.14.04 (6:54 pm)   [edit]
alright so i miss nataliie alot and i like stacey alot but i want to do jessica so what is the deal and i would do amber why am i having these emotions and lust separately i dont understand this

i jsut have my feeling of actual jealousy natalie jsut brought back my reel in thing the bra trick ... i was talkng to natalie my ex and she mentioned she hadnt done the bra trick on this new guy she likes so it isnt official yet ... i was like wait why are you using my trick on another guy ( the way she reeled me in was wiered and involved a bra) ... so it has been 2 years why am i jealous now what is the deal ... i am really not understanding this ... while at the same time kinda pursuing a relationship ... itis weird ... i dont understand
 
cuddling
01.13.04 (7:51 pm)   [edit]
you know cuddling is so great i just want everyone to know that ...
the problem with the hessian seems to have progressed before i expected ... cuddling hmmm
 
proper IM etiquette
01.05.04 (1:28 pm)   [edit]
i will revise this but these are my thoughts ...
hey i am just a guy trying to make it in life and be friends with you if i say the wrong phrase ... tell the right one and if i can i will work on it but dont freak out ... i am trying ... HARD ... thanks
Ok so here is the scoop
I saw this girl online and didnt want her to go any where on IM i was like dont leave ...so i says "brb" and she is like i hate it whhen you sign on and tell me that ... so i was like well i dont want you to leave i was ok i understand that seh was like you shouldnt say hi and then leave it gets on my nerves... i was like ok ... so what should i say ... she is like you shouldnt leave... so it ggoes on then i am like ok here is the deal if i sign on but have stuff to do i amm like dont leave i will be back because i want to talk to you but if i dont say something chances are they leave i say i will be back anyway ...
 
slowed down
01.03.04 (9:38 pm)   [edit]
after all thhat crazy stuff life slowed down at least untill i get in trouble again granted i am not out of this on but maybe i am one girl was like ... i just dont think i could be with you if ....
so that is good
 
ooops something has occured
12.30.03 (10:26 pm)   [edit]
ok i have possibily got my self into something here ok if i was way into anders and kinda pissed at the hessian last week and having trouble with the redheaded mistress ... but now i "could possibly fall for the redheaded mistress if things were persued" and "kinda want to date the hessian and find out[if we would be ok together]" so if these two girls i could possibly see myself with find ouut that i told both it could suck ... on the other hand i could get sex from one and love from the other :twisted: ... unlikely... and the right thing to do would be to to stop both situations... and hang out next semester ... ok because if i was going to start anything with the hessian i need to graduate first and stuff but with the red mistress she will be leavinng andd stuff just the same eventually i may find the right girl if i am not with either but if i am ... well it is all playing chicken isnt it ... either way i shouldd wait a while for each to find out what is going on ... and see both are smart and dont wanna fuck up ... is it likely that the red head will be up for play and will the hessian be looking for commitment before cuddling a bit... :? this is all just so messed up ... i shouldnt be in a hurry ... to get anything started ... maybe i will have more thoughts later
 
no contact
12.29.03 (8:28 pm)   [edit]
if miss anders doesnt talk to me should i be upset with her when she gets upset if i dont call or talk to her i mean we're sorta friends .... granted i really shouldnt talk to her now ... oh well
 
friendship
12.28.03 (9:44 pm)   [edit]
is it really a friendship if all i want is sex and adorablenness.. should i really hang inthere ... cuz her best friend gets on my nerves.... and i really dont have a hope for this one ... is it still a friendship ... can i deal with that ... we will have to see i guess... she sees a friendship i dont know... you know she says she tries not to do anything that riles me up or if i tell her that is too sexy or anything ... so she doesntt want me that way ... but she allows so much ... why ... if she tries not to be cute or sommething yet she allows a physicall nature... what is the deal ... ... ohwell ranting ... and bed time
 
so i guess
12.28.03 (9:41 pm)   [edit]
well what is the deal here did i really read into all she did this past semester too much ... or what ... i mean what is teh deal ... she let me put my hand on her leg ffor so lonng or anything arm around her what ever ... granted we didnnt discuss anything ... i ddont know i guess that is it ... she just ... platonic friends... chris rock talks about this ... it cracks me up ... really it does any way ... i guess i will chill and hang out till it all comes out in the wash ...
 
random thoughts
12.27.03 (11:17 pm)   [edit]
after an extensive IM convo discussinng a wide range of things the with redheaded mistress it comes back to mme to ask how she finishes things ... i wonder this cuz way the heck a long time ago she told me she does but keept teh part about how ... so i am forever curious oh well :roll:
 
junior high
12.27.03 (10:10 pm)   [edit]
ok that just sounded junnior high-ish and i am 23 so it is like this ... the dearest friend of mine i have had a crush on for the longest time just informed me, or us, in her online diary that she and this guy shauni didnt discuss their relationship last night... well i didnt know they had one ... and i have wanted for so long to be a part of her feelings and emotions... yet she gives me the wierdest signals if i take the opportunity to lay my hand on her leg like it meant something and she didnt stop it why didnt she if she was .. "with" or not with this other guy but had feelings for him ... ok now i am having wierd emotions i havennt in a while ... for so lonng i have tried to be this way strong male who is all tough and shit and only driven by sex but recently i have wanted to be more in her life and yet less ... see i ffeel tied down as her friend cuz we communicate all the time ... all the time yet i love it and cant be more in her life ... i dont know ... i now feel like the best friend who suffers ... i dont know this is newish ... no relationships in a while ...